1. its been four weeks…

    and I threw it on the ground!!

    Today is a day for tiny toasts and baby celebrations. Small victories for four weeks in a new place, four weeks of a new job, four weeks of new friends, church shopping, coffee shop rating, and directionless driving .

    In the midst of many wrong turns, too many cups of coffee, and a lot of post it notes, I have learned:

    transition, no matter how many times, hits you no matter how prepared.

    that mornings are sacred and worth protecting

    how to speak slowly, clearly, and in bad broken English to get my point across (to my clients) 

    the art of using a gps, the frustration of getting lost, and the beauty of finding my way

    that going to church by yourself isn’t as scary as it seems

    that it’s culturally taboo to ask Nepali women about pregnancy

    the ways of the south with ya’ll that are fixen to do somethin

    to be here, in the south, right where God has put me

    to jump in head first, with boldness, courage, and zeal

    Thank you North Carolina for a full four weeks. 

     


  2. auntie pie

     


  3. you are not my home

    Why do I cling so closely to the places I come from…Yet always want to be from somewhere else?

    Food for thought as I fight the transition, sink into the slump, and work towards making this my new home.

     


  4. life-a-versary II

    August 29th 2012

    Today is my second LIFE-A-VERSARY! What a day it is!

    Today I celebrate.. two years down the road because it’s truly unforgettable. Two years ago God did something great. He changed my story for forever. He went before me, He knew ahead of me, He walked with me, beside me, and sometimes behind me.. pushing me through the rut or over the bump. He taught me to be still, to be silent, to receive, to be broken, to understand pain, to see beauty, to love Him more, to love life less.

    Today marks a day of remembrance. Remembering that God is SO faithful to me. Remembering that God has a good purpose for my life. Remembering that He’s bigger than I know, and I’m smaller than I realize. Remembering that He turns darkness into beauty and gives strength to those that are weak.

    Today.. Two years down the road.. I am SO thankful.

     


  5. jewelltin:

    Man, when he does not grieve, hardly exists.

    Antonio Porchia

    They are the wisest of men who know to mourn a loss. And yet, there I find myself rationalizing why not to grieve. There’s that defense mechanism again; the one that walls the heart up with reasons, excuses, self-deprication.

     


  6. i sit in wait

    fighting the voices, the noise, the confliction.

    I try to create space. Space for the silence.

    Commit your way to the Lord; trust in Him, and He will act, making your righteousness shine like the dawn, your justice like the noonday. Be silentbefore the lord and wait expectantly for him. Psalm 37:5-7

     


  7. june 6

     


  8. fancy free.

    I’ve decided to try something new. I would like to embrace the uncertainty.

     


  9. people

    this is all too regular:

    by Lois Lenski

    Tall people, short people

    Thin people, fat,

    Lady so dainty

    Wearing a hat,

    Straight people, dumpy people,

    Man dressed in  brown;

    Baby in a buggy-

    These make a town. [or a coffee shop]

     


  10. unique

    There is just something SO special about these people.